I crave smoking still soo bad. It's horrible to Iove doing something that we know is just no good for us. Ah, but the act itself is soothing. Pure torture!
Some days I feel like tossing my hands in the air, grabbing a Big Mac, driving out to a beach somewhere where I'm sure to burn as I tan my skin a beautiful gold, just to sip a martini and say "Fuck it all!!!!"
Some days....I feel like that....and I'm okay with that so long as it isn't most days.
Most days I just want to give everyone hugs :)
xox
CAT