May 6th-May 9th
R1P2D31(-27.5)
"  " D32(-28.1)*****199.6**** ONEDERLAND!!!!!
"  " D33(-28.9)
"  " D34(-29.1)

Sorry, I am in One-derland now and it was a busy weekend with
Mother's Day and my parent's 40th Anniversary. I can't express how happy I am to
toss that 2 out the window!!! What a great feeling! I am never going to let
myself get over 200 pounds ever again!! To be sure I am pushing through awhile
longer so that I can get as closed to 190 as possible. That way I can not worry
when I go to do my load days next round :)
I totally need to regroup this
week. I have practically nothing to eat. Thankfully I have some whey powder for
my protein. I have been avoiding beef for the most part and I can see why. I
have had beef for lunch the last three days and today's loss was barely a 0.2.
Could just be a coincident but either way. Prefer to keep beef to 2, maybe 3
times a week.
I seem to be past my aversion to eating. Motivation really
fluctuates as the protocol gets boring and then a new milestone reached. The
emotional toll can add up fast. I am trying to make sure that I get some down
time from everyone and everything, even if it is just once a week. I'll take an
extra long bath or drive out to a lake and just walk. I pick up a book every
other day and read a stretch. Doing this log also helps me release some trapped
energies.
My Van broke down on the way home the other day. Thank goodness my
hubby was with me because I was really freaked. I guess the alternator went. It
was late at night and we had both kids with us. All of the sudden, on a huge
hill with no street lights, my power went almost completely out! I might as well
have had two little flash lights pointed at the road. All electrical failed and
we were no where. The closest place was the local jail, lol. I managed to make
it down the hill and into town. Once in town I had to lightly feather the gas
and the van would get just enough to keep moving. So, with my babies in the back
seats sleeping obliviously, I worked my way to a cousins house who had been at
the same place we just came from. Thankfully they were still up. We changed over
the kids seats and got a lift home. Phew! There was another huge hill that we
would definitely not have made it up. The van basically gave it's last sputter
in front of my cousin's. About a week ago I said I would like a newer vehicle
and Hubby told me to drive the van until it died. Well, it's dead. Today, hubby
buying me a newer Ford Escape :) It's the exact same color as our car!
LOL