R1M2D9 (+1 LDW)

Okay...I'm in trouble with ME!! I was doing good yesterday until I hit early evening. There are some left over goodies in the house from the bday party and I was weak :( I ate 2 mini cinnamon buns. So I tried to get back on track but failed again in the late evening with a bowl of munchies. *sigh* I obviously have some bad habits that I have not got control over yet. I'm not going to make excuses or try to pump myself up with what I have done right. I need to look my problems in the face (hello mirror) and get a grip!!! I don't want to deal with all the
health problems that plague my family. I will not continue to live a life that is not living...I need to control my foods, not let my foods control me. I am pissed at myself and I am going to use that anger to motivate me to where I really want to be....ALIVE!!!

(In moving this post over from the last site I have to say that I find me rather dramatic here! LMAO)



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