Guess I was the only one wanting to hit weights class today. Got an awesome one on one workout with the trainer. Good thing too as my world is spinning. I slammed that medicine ball hard today!

So, hubby had his scope yesterday. Starting to feel like we're playing the 'wheel of illness'. Apparently the pancreatitis is a symptom not the cause of his woes. Now their telling us it's colitis and mild chrons. But he has more tests to go yet before we'll know more (I feel like we know less now...what will the next blood tests and ct tell us!?). And so we carry on...
Last night I hit the wall hard and binged. Hard. Up 3lbs this morning :( Eating disorders are a tough one (I will be discussing it further over the next while) and I'm in the midst of a relapse. That's not to say that I haven't learnt a thing or two in coping these last couple years! Time to pull out some of those tools to keep me on track. Steak day today and I already took a detox bath to relax me some. This is why I say weights class was soo good today too! Another tool in my tool box! I'll take some more time this evening and over the next while reaffirming my relationship with food too.
I've kept up my water water water and early to bed vow of late. I can deal with this too. One day at a time!
Cheers
CAT



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